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the start of the new life

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this proverb really suit me well.. when trouble used to come over me, i thought that everything will turn into the drain.. always feels afraid if i can't feel the happiness again.. but still, Allah S.W.T is the Most Merciful... He will always listen to His servants.. and always try to fulfill our needs.. sometimes,it make me feels ashamed as i always get what i want sedangkn aku sndri kdg2 kala terlupa tugas aku yg abadi; MENCARI KEREDHAAN-NYA... i'm the type of person who can't live without love.. aku mendambakan cinta-Mu, dan aku memerlukan cinta sesama insan.. dan aku bersyukur tika mana aku kehilangan cinta si dia, Kau datangkan cinta kekasih-Mu.. to me, true love is the sweetest thing in life.. that's why we're all either in love or looking for love... sometimes you have to work on it, especially when life gets in the way, but i believe that, deep love is always worth fighting fo...

this heart belong to Him,the Most Merciful

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Jemari kemas menggengam pena, Melakar karya cinta pada-Nya, Fikiran lemas tipuan buana, Inilah puisi hatiku milik-Nya. Hati tunduk mengabdikan diri, Jiwa teguh ujian ilahi, Tarbiah nafsu didik peribadi, Insan soleh tetamu syurgawi. Mata melirik semesta duniawi, Telinga mendengar zikir yang suci, Akal mentafsir yang tersurat, Naluri menyingkap yang tersirat. Susuri jalan yang satu, Redahi ujian dalam rahmat-Nya, Semakin berpadu cahaya kasih-Nya, Benarlah kini, hatiku milik-Nya. Mencari cinta ku temui noktah, Mencari rindu ku temui sendu, Mencari kasih ku temui sedih, Mencari gembira ku temui lara. Kian tercipta denai cinta, Bisa terlukis hamparan rindu, Moga terlakar gelombang kasih, Agar terpahat lukisan gembira. Pena ini terus bertinta, Menanti ilham menukil kata, Hatiku ini tetap milik-Nya, Dari azali hingga akhir nyawa.

never look back

I'm gonna be strong Fine, breaking up is better This was going to happen between us anyway You were going to do this anyway This is better, better than falling deeper in love anyway I think of it as fortunate, that's why I'm okay I gave you all my all I believed you so I gave you my all But you threw that away I gave you my everything So I'm gonna be okay I'm gonna be okay I'll be okay Gonna be okay Baby without you Without you Without you Without you, I'll be cooler More cooler I'm going to stand up Without you I'll live on Without you Listen, everything happens for a reason Everything happens for a reason Your words don't even make sense Just turn around It hurts me too much I don't want to see you anymore I was being fooled all this while I didn't even know who you were But I know now You don't know love So that's why I...

everything is changing

salam'alaik.. looking back to my a few post before, sgt2 la pnoh dgn ke-depresion-an...  and the past few months really were like months with thunder  and storm.. it were not really thunder kowt, but it's more to the feeling after the storm end, you know,sedihhhh yang teramat la tue makna nyeee..hailaa but,no matter how hard i could cried, or smpai kluar sgala mekanisme2 dlm bebola api,eh silap,mata nie,  it will never ever can return me back to the old timer.. i have to admit this time of challenges were really taff, but m ost of the time, the things that hurt us the most  are the ones that teach us the best lessons in life... Believe me,  everyone's been through a rough period in their lives,  and always know that you are never alone, as long as you have Him in your heart, all will be well,  InsyaAllah.. okay,selesai mukadimah (lak,bru mukadimah ke? biaq pi la,my blog wha...

so long,farewell,goodbye..

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people always say dat, dun worry of letting go.... cause Allah will give u much better in ur future... always believe that every single things, has it own reason for the thing to be occur.. to be honest, i dun really have a very strong heart.. but,perhaps because of that la,Allah keep challenge me in my life.. to help me to train my heart to be less fragile.. there is a hole in my heart.. i realised.. after all the thing u had done.. such a very deep,hollow and sorrow hole.. it do cause me a lot of pain,i guess.. but dun worry, i'll try my very best to find the plaster to tampal it... and i believe that Allah will give me the best plaster ever to cover the hole so that my sorrow will never cause the pain in my heart again... p/s : i wish u know that u had hurted me so bad.. A beautiful doa A Husband said this to his wife; If Jannah was a flower I would pick it for you, if Jannah was a bird I would catch it for you, If Jannah was a house i’d build it for you, but si...